Ipoh,

HERE I COME! Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha, goodbye takecare :)

Get jealous easily?

 Her
semalam kau dah blah baru dia cakap dengan aku

Me
takpe la kan nak buat aku dengki

Her
 lah tak lah, maksudnya dia malu dengan kau lah tu

Me
Hmphhhhhhh ♥

Unexpected

Fazz picked me out and we went to mamak stall, when we arrived i saw my friend's boyfriend with his second girlfriend. I was like, what the fuck is going on? sepandai pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh kena tanah juga. hahaha Pity you, your boyfriend isn't faithful! Kan hazira?  then we went to mcd, fitri bazil and nazz merempit haha. haih they talked too much, they laugh so loud, huh everybody just looked at us, I feel kinda embarrassed and we cant stop talked about the girl who named cifundek cifoen, pissed off


p/s: for my lovely friend, may god bless you :x

LOL

Chatting with hazira, fazrain and fitri memang tak jadi apa la kan. We talked about the bitch like a motherfuckin! Tak sangka pulak ada orang terasa, may god bless you! :D

Here we go

it's been so long i didn't update my blog! do you know what has happened to me? hihi

November

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

IZZATY RAFIQ!

may allah bless you. i forgot your birthday :-( sorry about that. it won't happen again okay! i read your blog just now, you got a new boyfriend? he's so cute like you atie! i miss you! and i want to meet you!


IZZAH ELLIANI

did you get my message? happy birthday sister, i miss you so much! how's your life? i know you are reading this! hihihi may god bless you sayang, be glad you're getting older :p

It's okay

I believe in karma. WHAT GOES AROUNDCOME AROUND

Hello there.

Im going to school today. Hihi i met my friends, they keep asking me why i didnt go to school, why am i so lazy and bla bla bla :q 

*actually banyak lagi game

Tikam belakang.

One word, fuck.


Macam sial lah kan kalau dapat kawan tikam belakang. Aku baik dengan kau, kau buat aku macam ni? Aku tahu kau banyak tolong aku, aku dah berterima kasih dekat kau. Benda sekarang kalau kau nak buat cerita pasal aku, beragak sikit bang. Kau lelaki, tapi perangai macam...... Aku percaya kau, tapi kau? pergi cerita apa yang aku dah buat haritu. i have my dignity. i'll be nice if you be nice. Tak sangka kau macam ni. Nanti aku cuba balas apa yang kau dah buat, baru sama adil.

Elmo

Dear my family,bestfriends,pet sista,pet brother and my future boyfriend

for my birthday i want cupcakes that look like this, elmo cupcakes! pleeeeaseeee?

Big smile!

Lets play truth or dare.
Truth, you tell me how you feel.
Dare, you prove it.

Just another dream.

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who thinks I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest, a guy who will bring me orange juice when im sick, who writes songs about me because he doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will make out with me in the pouring rain and will tell me when he doesn't think something looks good. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up.  Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

A story for saturday

i just came back from a wedding. my legs get so itchy and im feeling a bit ditzy. after went to taman melati, we went to klcc. i met camy and his brother, dammit i forgot his name. awin or awie? hahaha we wore baju kurung, everybody was like gila ke diorang ni? we just ignore them and dont care what the people say. after lepaking at klcc, we went to ampang and shisha-ing at egypt cafe. around 6pm i went home because my father asked me to followed him to stadium shah alam hihihi

                                                   i love this picture, and i wish i was in this picture :P

2008 - now, we're still bestfriend

i followed my father with ayoi, my brother, and my brother's friend, we watched the football match of selangor vs singapore

full right? hihihih

this is ayoi aka daniel hahaha

DJ got us fallin in love

im not going to school today, im extremely lazy. i got a message from hazira, she invited me to follow her to axis with our classmates. i was like err okay. walked to kar's house, arrived at axis around 2 pm.

                                                     

                                                                   

Boring

Friday 08102010

Met hazira, had lunch at mcd. we invited nysa, haziq and amir to joined us. im a bit shy, its hard for me to walk up to a guy and make converstion with them. haha just forget it.

candid. 

An letter to my ex

dear you,


I don’t know if you can fully understand what you did to me. I know I’ve been cruel to you. I know that I’ve hurt you. I know it is not right to hurt someone intentionally but I thought that since you’ve hurt me, I want to hurt you back.



                                                    zzzzzzz
                                                    fck you

My close friend

just got back from klcc with anisa, my feet became swollen -,- i thought this condition would go away, but it hasn't. it makes wearing shoes uncomfortable, and my feet are now hurting. i accompany nysa to cotton on, she bought singlet and cardigan. i dont want to waste my money hahaha, went to klcc, lepaking at starbuck. we saw a sweet couple, they kissing each other. what can i say is, selamba badak minah melayu ni -.- haha

You cant lie to yourself

So I’ve been saying to friends and acquaintances that I’m fine being single, that I’m okay with whatever life brings me.  It was my attempt to convince myself that I was “okay” with it.  Lie, lie, lie

Eid mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya! :-)

Last day of ramadan

Sampai kampung pukul lima. Masa tu ada satu keluarga je, rasa macam tak syok la kan sebab sikit. Lepas tu keluarga lagi satu sampai. Lepas berbuka sembang sembang kejap, lepas tu ikut ayah pergi kampar. Raya dekat sana, dapat duit raya $$$ dengar takbir rasa sayu je, tetiba teringat raya tahun lepas.
malam tu tak tidur, tidur pun lambat. kitaorang sembang dengan cuci mata rumah sebelah dengan depan. Haha

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AWAY AWAY AWAY
hey perak, here i come! goodbye kl

''kau memang banyak buat dosa dgn aku''
ayat memang cilakek. hahaha

barang barang semua dah siap, bye takecare
lotsoflove

A day of forgiveness

Im going back to my village on this thursday. I would like to take this opportunity to say selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin to my family, my bestfriends, friends, cousins, relatives, my pet sista, smkpj students, and my teachers also to all muslims. I apologize if I had hurt your feelings in anyway. I humbly ask to be forgiven and needless to say, I forgive all of you and I will always pray for your health and well-being. Let's forgive and forget, shall we? hihi :-)

Bad day

yesterday, 7 September 2010

I feel like i am caught in the middle, i really am not but that’s how i feel

today, 8 September 2010

Something bad happened to me today. shit! i hate this feelings. i wanna forget this. huh -.- hey happy day, come to me. errrr

Tell me the truth.

''she's talking bad about me''


WANNA KNOW WHO?




my bitch : *******

Jumping like crazy!

I WAS THERE! IT WAS AWESOME!  DURING THIS SONG, ME AND MY SISTER WERE JUMPING! HAHAHA I MISS THIS MOMENT. USHER :')

Did you know?

I wrote, i said i hate you. But deep inside my heart, i can't even bear to hate you. yesterday i met you. i dont know if you saw me or not so im just going to keep walking. i miss you. i still remember the first day we met.
we were too shy to say much at all. its funny to think back to that time. you send me back. thanks. hahaha

Errrr

TREAT PEOPLE AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED. KARMA'S ONLY A BITCH IF YOU ARE.

When? Where? With? Who?

Q  Are you more of a talker or more of a listener?

talker

Q What's the secret to happiness?

There is no secret to happiness. Happiness is only found from searching deep within yourself. Discover who you truly are. Then live your life to the fullest. I know the secret to unhappiness: wishing that you were someone else and attempting to live someone else's life.

Q What was the best job you've ever had?

celcom promoter, it was my first experience

Q What's your dream car?

Swift

Q Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla, i like it

Q What website do you spend the most time on?

Facebook

Q If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

Wow! jake cuenca! i hope my wishes will come true,

Q If you could make one person fall in love with you who would it be?

My double-s. I'm sick of being heartbroken :(

Q Do you want to say something?

Yes. Hmm i want my old life back, i miss everything :(

Bestfriends, till the day we die :p

today we decided to berbuka puasa at dagang. i was like wowww im so excited! actually three of us are not fasting, it is time to tell the truth haha, then kartika's boyfriend came to met her. He asked his friends to followed him, bazil + nabil, i guess. after 10 minutes, nysa and his brother arrived, kartika was shocked o.o

balik semua dengan partner masing masing -,- fad with ashraf fat, kar with ashraf j, tyha with her brother, hazira with bazil, nysa with ayoi, and me with hrmph

i love them, by the way thanks for celebrate my birthday! hahaha

Blah blah blah

Yeah, you might be prettier than me, and have more friends than me. And you might hang out with hotter guys than me, and get fucked up more than me. Have more clothes and money than me, and not give a fuck about school, unlike me. But one day, you're going to wish you stayed true to who you were, like me. Because you'll have nothing, except memories of fake ass friends who you dont even talk to anymore. So dont talk shit about me or my lifestyle, because one day, you're going to wish it was yours.



mood : calm
music : love the way you lie

1 month

Happy fasting to all muslims in the world :)

I hope, we all could do our best in praying, to fulfills the next 30 days in the best of spirituality experiences.

p/s : cant wait to go to bazaar

Jake Cuenca, huh?

yo en realidad te amo! dices que me quieres haha

Excuse me,

Is a boyfriend more important than a best friend? No, I'm not jealous. I just don't like your boyfriend.

V.I.P

went to old town white coffee with my girls, its the times we're so crazy -,- i love hanging out with them, i ate ''mee kari'' it was good but it made me feel so fat haha, i couldnt even finish my food. i love them, my bestfriends :-)

p/s : ++++ hazira

Hmph

I ask one thing of you before I let you go,

I ask you to forgive me and remember it never really ends.
Because you'll always have a special place in my heart, and you'll always be my friend :-(

25/7/2010

im so happy. praise to god. my wish came true. im so excited now.

Meet my aunt eyka

god sent her to me. she is very affectionate, loving, pretty, crazy and friendly. i always asked her to accompany me to buy karipap. and she said ''muka aku muka karipap ke?'' hahaha kar! im so lucky to have a friend like you :-') you should be proud

Mahal na mahal kita

im a bit lazy. im sorry for not updating for quite a while! i hope everyone's been doing pretty well. i love to watch tayong dalawa (the two of us) on astro prima. Tayong Dalawa tells the story of two people with one name, one dream and one love. the story brings to fore universal, varying and conflicting life’s issues of money, power, freedom, family, forgiveness, secrets, revelations, and love, hihihi

The best day ever!

they allowed us in at 7:35 pm. oh god i ran with all my might up the long stairs and was the first to reach. the stadium is huge haha! we bought the RM 98 ticket so it’s pretty far back

at 8:00 pm, the opening acts performed. there was this guy that looked like an adam lambert wannabe. he came in with this weird elephant mask thing. a few cars drove in the stadium and everyone was screaming like crazy because they thought it was usher but it wasn’t :s after a while, a few other cars came and everyone didnt really care but suddenly someone ran inside the stage from the car which made everyone scream like crazy. yeah, it was usher. oh yeah, the queen of malaysia came. can you imagine? i wonder if she was screaming, jumping, and singing along. probably she wants to but she cant :p

miss nina performed what you waiting for which was nice! :) at 9:00 pm, all hell broke loose. usher came out and i screamed like the most crazy person. i think i lost half my voice at the first song already. his dancing is awesome! you can see a lot of michael jackson influence too.

he sang songs like these are my confessions, love in this club, you remind me, hey daddy, omg ;and a lot more. the songs i listed were my favorites from him. i went crazy when he started singing them! lol. there was this guy next to me who is like, a die-hard fan. he was singing every single song knowing every lyric. OMG was the last song he performed and it was my favorite performance. Ifa and i were screaming, jumping, singing, and dancing. It was so fun!

when the concert ended, everyone started chanting “We want more!” but he immediately left :( there were 2 big screens which were really clear and the sound system was awesome. he danced to nearly every song which was sexy. haha. he was teasing the crowd by lifting up his shirt to show his six pack abs. oh yeah, he also wiped his sweat with a towel and this girl was screaming for him to throw it to her and he did! so lucky man :/ he also did that again another time. the girl immediately took the towel (which was definitely soaked with sweat) and wiped her face. Yucks! hahahaha

Wake up! you're late again!

I woke up an hour late for school. last week i missed school cause i was feeling kinda sick. and today i just woke up late! my mom almost constantly yells at me -.-

Psssttt

I can not stand you. You are beyond ignorant and obnoxious. You think you' re better than eveyrone BUT YOU'RE NOT! You're a cold hearted bitch that no one likes. You're failure at life and you think everyone is your friend, BUT THEY AREN'T !

When everything changed

It's 4.34 am

i just want to story about my old best-friend. hmm i know we're not close anymore, but do you realise how much i miss you? haha i will always remember the time we used to spent together and it's so sweet. I hate you. errr that is not true, but sometimes i think it is. im sorry for everything. i dont know hows your life, your family, your boyfriend, bla bla bla. you've changed.

Skipped school

i didnt go to school today.I have a toothache and hasn't stopped hurting. i miss my classmates, hihi
being bored sittin at home while my family is at hospital :/ errr bye

The reason why im still...

I do choose to be single right now, for several reasons.

1) haven't met the right person.

2) i have so many of my own problems that not only do i not have the energy to focus on someone else's, but i wouldn't want to drag someone else into mine.

3) im just not in a place where i could be a good partner.

4 ) im choosy

LOVE

''Love is like a wound to me, i always endure this pain myself. Sometimes, i think i step too deeply into this relationship -,-''

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First of all i like to say HAPPY TEACHER' DAY ! Thanks for teaching us, for guiding us, inspiring us

and making us what we are today.

Teacher is a person

who always helps everybody

to get the knowledge

and always stands beside the students

when they have problems.

Thanks for being my teacher.

 

No place to run!

too much pressure :(

You can't always get what you want

S

thank you very much. im hurting a lot. its been over for 3 months now and it doesnt hurt any less. i still want him back and the people in my life look at me like im so pathetic -.- i try to pretend im doing okay and moving on with my life, but im not. i dont know how. i try to fill all my hours so i dont have time to think but it just drains me and i get so tired, and nothing dulls the pain. the only reason im still here is because i hope so much that i can have him back. im still in love with him. after all the hurt and tears, im still in love with him and i want him back.it hurts so much and i want to give up. i do. i want to just say goodbye and be done with it. i cant accept that its over.


hahaha. im strong, no more cry! haha

The GREATEST mother in the world

Mom, i just wanted to let you know i care for you

i wanted to tell you that 'i love you'

i want to tell you i dont want to see you leave

but if you do, please remember me.

im happy because your happy

im here for you because your here for me

i wanna stop time so you wont get old

but if you do, please remember me.

today is your day

Happy mother's day :)

I dont want to be your number one, i want to be your only one

When he holds my hand, its like nothing i've ever felt before hahaha

i feel happy and amazing.the thing is, we were best friends. we started hooking up after being just friends for 5 months. BUT

i still love my-double-s

I do love him, but I won't say it

he's not the one, err haha bye

You're fat. So stop taking pictures like your a model!

you dont know me, so dont judge me. okay if you wanna talk like that to me why dont you come here and say it to me face?


pffff i cant wait to see you tomorrow! you just wait and see, make sure bring your ''bestfriends''to  accompany you hahaha

You never change

I HATE CERTAIN PEOPLE WHO ACT SO CHILDISH ABOUT A WHOLE BREAKUP SITUATION. I MEAN COME ON GET OVER IT. THERE IS NO REASON FOR YOU TO BE ACTIN SO IMMATURE ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON -.-

Just the two of us.

nurul ajieerah akmal ghazali

Hello, let me tell you something. she's my bestfriend. I have known her since she was thirteen. we met in high school LOL she's a joker, everybody knows her. '' the wild girl '' haha she understands me and she cares how i feel. it's so hard to find someone who cares about you, right? -.- she always called me '' fifi and the flowertots'' and ''abang jalil''! hahaha you're the best, haha hm when i have a problem, i ask for your help, because your wiseness helps me to solve it. when i want to talk to someone, i always talk to you because you understand me. it so essential to have you in my life, so thank you for being my friend. thanks for the memories, i will keep that in mind =p i still remember, when we walked together. im afraid if they might be mad at me, but you said ''dont worry, i will help you'' you know what, I really appreciate it !  grrr i want you to know, i feel lucky to know you! because you are too nice to me. YOU'RE MY BESTFRIEND and i love you so much b

Laughing my ass off!

'' I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you ''

i love to laugh. but people say im crazy. i dont fucking care! hahahaha

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Dont get mad at me hihi, okay i just want to share my story with you -.- about my life, family, friends, my enemies and bla bla bla hahaha.